Her Name Was Amani

I'm sorry habibti
It's been so long since we spoke
Or even saw each other
Then I remembered you today
Reaching for the phone
To hear it's too late
And I can't speak
Angry 
Grieving 
God's decree that you should return 
At your age
I was preparing to face the world
Stick thin;
I curse the abnormal cells
That made it swell
That made you unwell
I'm so sorry, love
I miss you terribly
I pray for you everyday
For your mother and sisters
May God grant you peace, habibti 
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Ya Allah,
I don't like to think that anyone's pain and suffering 
Is in vain
She was a good girl, a believer
Accept her and bring her together in heaven
With her loved ones
Ameen.