23rd Jan 2k14
Train reached Yeshwanthpur JN. A new place to face new faces, today I am here to attend SSB interview (5 days interview process) for Naval officer and I went to my friend how is waiting for me to receive. We both went to a Koffee Kafe and we ordered Koffee.. The koffee shop smelled of musk with a hint of Koffe beans. It’s a cold windy day and I’m at the window table trying to catch a glimpse of the sun and to get relaxed but not, in my mind lots of things are going.I am lost, lost in my own ocean of thoughts it’s difficult to breathe, the water is boiling hot, it pains, there are no islands, and no boats. I know how to swim but can't manage the moxie. I am void numb and destroyed. I can feel the blood oozing inside. I am stupefied, trying to simplify entangle the threads of reality and virtuality, trying to feel but not. I am forcing myself and I am ready to face interview. With all these thoughts I feel suffocation and standing on the needle of expectations. I can see that my friend is say something but I am not listing him, he too understood that I am not listing him and he tapped me and asked “where were u? Here is your Koffee come back to earth and have it”.
By taking the coffee mug I seen the line A lot can happen over a cup of coffee, It sounds apt for it that has caught the hearts of people across the length and breadth of the globe including me. I love Koffee (but I will not take much). My belly bubbled and squeaked and bones started to melt, It fugue of sweetness and savor so delightful. I lost myself in the first sip itself and I forgot all and now I am void with no !dea where I am and for what I am here. I am still sipping forgetting that the mug was empty I felt silly J when I found that the mug was empty. My friend who was watching me, laughing at my weird behavior. And asked “What happened man? Want another cup of Koffee? Shall I order?”. I said “I am fyne no thanxx J”. Don’t be numb and wooden man, ppl here will thing you are Krazy he adds………..of course I am Krazy I smiles………J