{image circa 2012}
I have a lot on my mind lately. Mostly me stuff. Mostly me to get out of a rut. Mostly me who wants something better for myself. Mostly me trying to get my bearings around things. Mostly bills that needs to be paid. Mostly "Gee I need to get a new car seat for the Lil' Tiger" but I can't really afford that now.
I go through this emotion/exercise a once in a while. Usually during the cold Winter months when everything is dull and gloomy. Owh boy, things have been gloomy lately. By the way where is Spring? Usually during times where I discover new blogs with beautiful photos and wish my life were as good as theirs. Also wishing my photography skills were as good as theirs. Also wishing I had the time to do all these.
But then, I am often reminded of the bigger picture. M telling me to get my head out of the clouds and stop worrying, Tiff telling me get my head out of the sand and just do it and the Lil' Tiger telling me how much she loves my kisses and "mummy's cooking". Pixel watching me from the corner of his eye and offering me his paws for comfort.
I know that at the end of the day, I tell myself, I must be strong for M, I must be strong for Pixel and I most importantly, I must be strong for a little big girl that still brings a smile to my face with her cheeky grin.
