Have you ever been in a situation where you felt as though your life is on a balance, and you can’t breathe cause you are afraid any slight movement will topple the scale and you would fall, crashing?
I know. We all live through those moments in our life all the time. Sometimes every single day. sometimes if we are lucky, once in a long time.
right now, after you read my first few sentences, you must be wondering what the hell happened to me. i know. it’s the writing style. it was deliberate. it was meant to keep you on the edge of reading. i’m just being a b*tch.
anyways… nothing major happened. except for the fact that i was on the edge for two weeks, wondering if i was having any sort of growth in my womb and other… female parts that i wont describe in this post.
and…… the verdict at 8.50am this morning was that….
i’m all fine and well. great news for celebration really… except for a minor detail.
i’ve gained too much weight in the past few months for my own comfort. i’m not comfortable being in my own skin anymore. i know a lot of people will say its a female thing. where we cant stand even a little bit of flab. but hey. the weighing scale doesnt lie!
so…. i’m officially… and when i said officially… it means i’ve made it known to people around me that i am quitting fast food!!!! eating healthy… that includes 3 meals a day. i’ve been skipping breakfast for too long. and a daily jog in the morning with my dog. he needs the exercise as much as i do… really.
i refuse to sit around feeling bad for myself any longer! and cause i’ve made all these huge decisions, i’m actually feeling good. good that i’m finally determined. i can feel the determination running in me. that would drive my motivation. which would in turn drive me to wake up early.
that’s all for my recent (yes… 2 weeks recent) life changing events.
i expect more to come actually… but i wont spoil the fun by saying it out now.
till next time!
