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Sometimes I Slay Every Dragon Blindfolded... and Sometimes I Don't

Posted on the 12 December 2013 by Juliejordanscott @juliejordanscot

Prompt for December 12 from Project Reverb:

Free writing: Write for five consecutive minutes on the word “jump” as it pertains to this past year.  No editing.  Set a timer.  Just write.

Jump. Jumpety Jump jump jump. Jumpety

I think of 2013 and I think, “Sheesh, I hardly jumped at all. Perhaps that is what some of this vague dissatisfaction is about, realizing I needed to be jumping more and thinking less.”

Today I was french braiding Emma’s hair. I am a well practiced French braider. I’ve been the go-to-woman for French braiding (as well as other hair styles) since I was in high school. This morning, however, I was all wrapped up in worrying about Emma and wanting her to look as beautiful as possible and I found myself out of the braiding groove so much that I had to take my work out and start her hair again.

Even when I realized thinking too much was my problem, I got caught up in it again. Dagnabbit!

There are times when I thought of jumping in 2013, but over thought it.

My knees will hurt, it’s not safe, blahdy blah blah.

Maybe in 2014 I will take up jump roping on purpose. It really is a good exercise and for me, it was meditative in the past.

I know I want to stretch my courage muscle more in 2014.

When I look back over this past year, lots of worry and lots of getting stuck in the minutia rather than recognizing what was or wasn’t important.

I know times like this are as significant to my growth as the years that I slay every dragon blindfolded, but they sure don’t feel as good.

Yes. I think - no, I simply will! - start with jump rope.

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Baltimore writing Julie Jordan Scott is a writer, performance poet, Mommy and mixed-media artist. Her word-love themed art will be for sale at First Friday each month in Downtown Bakersfield. Check out the links below to follow her on a bunch of different social media channels, especially if you find the idea of a Word-Love Party bus particularly enticing.

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