My brother’s band, Heart Meets Hurricane is performing tonight at IndiePG, Penang PAC and I couldn’t make it because I had no transport. I wanted to go so badly to support them but anyway, I’m sure it’s not the reason to this indescribable feeling.
This morning I had a dream, I don’t remember what happened in the dream but all I could recall was there were lots of eggs in the dream. I have no idea why. All of a sudden I was jolt awake by God knows what and it was only 7.44 am. I surfed the web for a while then got ready by 9.45 am. At 10 am, Soo, Ze En and I caught the USM shuttle bus to Parit Buntar and from there we took the 815 bus to Butterworth.
Upon leaving my room this morning, I knew I had this feeling in me. I’m also pretty sure it’s not because of what happened last night. Well last night, we had replacement class for Engineering Mechanics and Soo accidentally dropped my water bottle and it broke into 2 pieces. Yea, I was using a glass bottle that wasn’t cheap. When my bottle dropped, I was shocked. But after that I didn’t know what to feel. I wasn’t angry nor was I sad. I just didn’t know what to feel. I’m the kind of person that don’t get mad / sad by this kinda minor things.
Anyway, I knew was feeling slightly moody. I was a lot quiet than usual. I thought it could be PMS (haha. wtf) but it wasn’t time yet. LOL. I slept in the bus to Butterworth. When I woke up this indescribable feeling was still in me. When the 3 of us arrived at Sunway Carnival Mall, my mood improved immediately. I smiled and was happy. But upon leaving, that indescribable feeling came back.
Now I’m back in campus, and I have this heavy indescribable feeling in me and I don’t even know what’s the cause of it. I hate this feeling so much. Sighs. Sometimes I don’t even understand myself for people to understand me. Maybe I should reorganize myself and hopefully I’ll feel better.
