The Scars Inside

how many times can you brush it offthe rude behaviour,the harsh voicethe scathing tonesstill sympathising I know him,he didn’t mean itoh he is a bit rudebut has a clear heart he is going through rough times he did say sorry how many timesdid you….ΨClutter talk “oh you are too sensitivewhy do you hold on to my wordsi didn’t mean it stop twisting things aroundthere you go againtold you you will fallwhy do you make so many mistakeswhy did you give me this chanceif you wanted you could have done so much morewhat do you do all day longif you were doing it the right way from the beginningwhy did i find so many faultsgive me this, bring me thatit is your duty,grow upstop giving me excuses i have had enoughnothing is in its placeso what i couldn’t see things just in frontstop talking right nowand don’t interfere when i talk you are good for nothing ,useless  and still i am here i don’t hit you everi am not like any other mani take care of your needsbut you don’t deserve me at all”

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why when who where whatendless questionsand curfew on your talkhow much of it will you takehow much should you….how long will you let your ears and soul bleedhow long will you let them scar you insidethat next time you have been waiting for sistahas come and gonewhen will you stand..when will you voice your voice..**©SOMKRITYA[Studies show that more women experience emotional abuse than physical violence. 35% of all women who are or have been in married or common-law relationships have experienced emotional abuse. In comparison, 29% of women have been physically assaulted by their male partners.Forms of emotional abuse include dominance, humiliation, isolation, degrading self-worth, interrogation, name-calling, yelling, threats and coercion, intimidation, threatening harm on household pets and blaming abuse on the victim.  It can manifest in outright public verbal abuse or in abuse as subtle as economic control, which entails monitoring finances, withholding access to accounts and not allowing the victim to attend work or school.The list of psychological effects of emotional abuse is tremendous, with the major diagnosed psychological disorders being anxiety, depression, PTSD, substance abuse, eating disorders and suicide.  Self-blame, embarrassment, diminished self-worth, feelings of extreme dependence and defenselessness are all born of emotional abuse]