Why I Disown My Sorority

So today is National Sorority day and you'll see tons of girls all over social book promoting their sorority. Today that won't be me. I was in a sorority in college. I won't say which one but in high school joining a sorority was something that I was looking for all summer.
During recruitment-honestly I should have went into another not as well know to be house but I had my eyes towards one of the more popular sororities. During my first year I never grew attached to any of my sisters both those going through recruitment or already sisters. The girls I actually did have a relationship with were leaving.
Transfered twice and neither time did i feel like I belonged.