Before I start, though, I want to share a few quick words with you - okay? I can't thank you enough for all the kindness, support, care, empathy and sheer compassion you've shown me this year. You've been the ballast to my ship as I've had to navigate it through uncharted waters. When the year began, I had no idea what lay ahead. But with your fabulous and incomparable support, I've made it through all the challenges thrown at us. Thankyou so much - you are all beyond compare.
Right, let's get this slideshow up and running! Settle down in your comfiest seats, preferably with something cold and sparkling in your hands and let's go.
January
Here's a photo I left out of the post which is now one of my most treasured ever. I didn't include it then as I wanted to protect his privacy. Now I consider it an honour to share this precious moment of connection with you, a very natural but beautiful space in time when it was just Dad and me. *In that very moment*.
I cherish it because it shows him in more vibrant health than what followed so soon afterwards.
I cherish it because we shared a love of wine and he always loved a good toast.
And I cherish it because it captures his love for me.
This is how I'd like to remember him.
February
March
This photo is one of the many I took of my moodboard we had to create for homework. I was staggered by your responses to my posts about the BYW course here, here and here. Two of those posts now rank in my top 3 most popular posts, by miles! I was particularly moved by Le's extraordinary and insightful comments about my moodboard as she spectacularly deduced qualities about me which I hadn't even recognised myself!
By that stage, I was so inspired to take my blogging to a completely new level and tap into long-buried skills. Oh, I was fired up!
April
As we started our efforts to buy a house here in Hobart, sell our Sydney apartment and extricate ourselves from the long-term lease on the rental house we were living in, Dad was admitted to hospital for 4 weeks.
That period was one of the hardest of my life as I tried to juggle all that with the usual demands of family life and trying to take care of my health.
This photo of Joshua's Easter card to his beloved Pa makes me weep.
May
June
In the middle of all that, darling Melissa sent me a precious care package from the UK which boosted my spirits immeasurably.
July
Dad was too unwell to leave the hospital to attend.
We tried to keep our spirits up but it was tough going.
August
This was the last posie of flowers the pixies picked for him from our garden just days before he died.
September
This gorgeous card of Peter Pan and friends was inside it.
You will never know how much I cherished those expressions of care and love. Thankyou.
October
November
December
And that, my precious Planetarians, is the *up-note* where I'd like to leave you on tonight. Farewell 2011, you crazy rollercoaster year for us and hello 2012!
Wishing you and your dear ones sparkling health, prosperity and contentment in 2012. I'm looking forward to sharing this bloggy caper with you again!