Unfortunately, the lines meant for my next 10 days remain blank. The information about them is constructed from my notes.
Sunday 25.03.2012
Aunt Tricia visited us.
Brian had a new Facebook picture with him on a motorbike, the question was if it was his. After I saw one through the window with a guy who might have been him in the dark, I was grateful to God.
Monday 26.03.2012
Walking towards the waiting area, Greg surprisingly called me Nicky and asked me:
-How are you?
- Fine.
In the bus Brian from behind me told me how much I to go ahead so he could sit:
-More. Go more. I’ll tell you. … Stop here.
Barbara cared to find a place for me:
-What? It’s not only once. Neil is it free?
-The “Speaker” should sit.
I refused to sit there, although she said “Go”.
At school, on her lesson, Adele asked me:
-Nick what’s the title?
As Sarah or Tiffany’s books weren’t opened. Happy that she chose me, I read it from my book loudly. She repeated me.
-Right?
Maya took the role of confirming it.
I was asked Logic.
While I was peeking from the door, Brian was looking at me from the hall.
After school, on the waiting area somebody whistled, but I didn’t turn around as there were many people, this was Preevytip. Anyway, the man called me. It was M. who wanted me to leave with him (“A man will stop”). No, I preferred to hope for event with the “mines”, so his persuasion failed.
-Nicky, they are calling you.
It was Yohn.
-You don’t know Michael?
Of course I do, he’s my uncle.
-I know him.
-You’re very stupid. – John went on.
I loved his sincerity. I accepted his offer to sit next to him, then we chatted:
-Why didn’t you go, your mom told you like that (looking at me)?
-No, I wanted like that.
-What year were you born? … Say something.
Meanwhile, Barbara passed.
Then the “mines” came to wait, but didn’t sit next to me. And I hoped… However, this was a perk a too. Rob asked John how he was.
The bus was coming and:
-You want me to save place for you? – John asked me.
I reached that level.
-If you want to.
I should have said “yes” or “no”.
However there was a completely free seat for me and someone asked to sit next to me. I was asked:
-Where are you?
-I’m here. – I smiled.
The Ratabitz kid labeled as “queer” by Neil wanted to “rescue” his female friends:
-Driver, wait, there’s a whole class left!
Many passengers laughed. He mentioned God, a straight guy would have cursed.
Brian, holding a bag, said to Albert B. who was in front of me:
-Give it to Nicky.
What? Why? A.B. looked back, but he put it up. I realized it was Ted’s bag and they hid it. It seemed that I was implemented on all areas. But why didn’t A.B. dare? Why not ME?