A Life a Might Enjoy.

Yesterday I wrote a post about the kind of girl I am. It was meant as a post about self discovery, which surprisingly I did learn about how I see myself. That is the real Miki, the present day Miki. On the flip side, I do have an idea of a different type of girl that I think I might like to be. This girl is a lot more outspoken, courageous, and care-free. Maybe it's the alter ego Miki, like Dough and quailman.
This Miki... well, she is different. I'm not sure if I really would want to be her or if it's just a fantasy about a life that I know nothing of.
+I'd have more tattoos, maybe a partial sleeve.(via)
+I'd wear crop tops.
+My hair would be like Shakira's.(via)
+I'd wear heels all the time.
+I'd go to BBQ's every night and stay out late, because I didn't have to get up early.
+Some weeks I'd live in a bikini, just because.
+I would live in a small town, where everyone knew my name.
+I'd have a tiny cottage.(via)
I'm not sure why I have this weird perception of a life that I may enjoy. The funny part about that, is as I wrote out things I thought I might enjoy, I started to get anxious. I think it's really scary to think about a life that is totally different than the one you have now. I can't say that I'd like all my neighbors knowing me or that I'd love my sleeve in 50 years, but it all intrigues me. All I know is that's what I wrote down in a free write about a life I think I might like.
Very interesting.
What's in your "fantasy life?"