and I did GREAT. No need to take a Xanax.
I felt Safe.
We went to the Stables today about 30 mins away from my house.
He called this morning to have my husband come with him to see her.
From the moment he said he bought her I was super stoked!
Luckily my cousin spent the night last night & was here to watch the girls so I could go to. I begged her to watch them, it took some bribing but she said yes!
(a large Iced Tea from Dunkin Donuts-- Extra Liquid Sugar)
About 15 mins into the ride I started to feel a touch panicky.
But I focused on where I was going.
What I was going to see,
The Panic lasted for mere moments.
The horse is absolutely beautiful. She is a little cuddle bug, and I wanted to take her home with me.
(If only I had the money for her pretty price tag.)
Even with all the depression and anxiety that I have I still find beauty in many things.
Nature & Animals are my "touch the heart" happiness.
Somehow it brings a calm to me,
Its like it blocks out the world and all thats there is me and this beautiful creature.
She makes me feel peaceful.
I have been horse crazy all day since I seen her. Her first race is to be in New York in a few months.
She is very lean and trim, I know she is going to be a fast one. I asked if we could head up there with them to watch her first race.
He said we could and I am super excited about the trip.
I believe by then I will have the guts to do it. Its a 10 hour drive, but I know I can make it. (If 10 hours in a Car don't break me I dont know if anything will)