Hey guys. It’s Monday again! I feel like this might have been a very existential comment to make…
Breakfast this morning.
So I think it’s time I finally explain what’s been going on and why I’ve been so absent from blogging.
In short it’s because I’ve been really stressed out and when I’m stressed and feeling pressure I pull back from things. It’s a bad habit and I need to fix it. But I’ll have to write more about this part later. It’s not time to write about it yet.
But all that aside. I wrote a long time ago about how I had C-Dif, a bacterial imbalance in my intestines due to a side affect from an anti-biotic I took after my ankle surgery. Once you have C-Dif you have it and it never completely goes away, although you can have no symptoms. For the last 2 weeks my C-Dif has been mildly back which has caused a bunch of problems with my eating and fitness. I’m really lethargic and don’t feel great most of the time. I’m sleeping a lot. It’s also made me pretty sick after eating and I haven’t been keeping everything I eat down.
I haven’t felt like blogging because 1) my food hasn’t been the greatest. 2) because I don’t feel very healthy and 3) I never know what will make me feel bad and not stay down.
It just felt so backwards to write about food and health when I’m not very healthy. I guess I associate this blog with being healthy and doing everything I can to stay that way, so when I feel un-healthy I don’t want to be part of it.
Luckily, I think my C-Dif is finally getting back under control. So hopefully I’ll be back to normal-Maren soon.
You guys rock and I’ve missed you. It just didn’t feel right to not give you guys the full story.
