Easy to put the blame
and run.
But relations require
constant efforts.
I have the habit of
worrying.
And generally, he sees,
the worst in me.
My anxiety gets worse,
I drive him crazy.
We end up in a fight,
my condition gets
worse.
But in all the noise,
I never tell him,
how much
he means to me.
Or what I feel for him.
Don't know how to tell.
Or how he makes me feel secure when I am with him
Or that he is the light in my life.
I get caught up in fear
and it refuses to let me go.
I just wish, he doesn't
give up on me too soon.