"You and I are all as much continuous with the physical universe as a wave is continuous with the ocean."
― Alan Watts
I can't with this emotional intensity and angst. These days I feel everything. Some days I'm better able than others to withstand the energetic pounding from the influx of planetary cosmic energies and astrological configurations, portals opening and closing, and galactic activations that seem to be weighting the planet like crazy. Sensitives, like me feel them, and managing different ways of handling and integrating them can vary from day to day.
Some days I put everything I know in my spiritual toolbox of ascension to good use. Other days, I want to slink into a corner and go to sleep. When you start paying attention to how your energy works, is truly impacted by the invisible energy around you, it can be a pretty impressive realization. It's like a major co-sign to the well-worn aphorism that "everything is energy" and that you truly are a part of everything.
During the heavy periods, I feel besieged by what feels like but is not a visible force. It's almost palpable. In those moments, I know that years of being trained to think that what is not visible, tangible, verifiable is not real is hooey. We have had the wool pulled over our eyes, learned to privilege a way of seeing, and a mindset that supports the view that only the quantifiable matters to the end that we are alienated from our own selves, our inner knowledge. These are the rules of life, of reality, of this-here dimension we live in. And we agree on this consensus reality. Right?
Anywho...between the major gusts of energetic action that seem to happen more frequently these days, I feel a reprieve, and when it abates, it's like I've gotten a whole new lease on life. In those singular moments, it's as if a weight has lifted from me. I feel lighter. And freer.
And inexplicably more wise. Or, at least, aware.
Awesome.
"Your greatest awakening comes, when you are aware about your infinite nature."
― Amit Ray, Meditation: Insights and Inspirations
In such moments I am awed by everything.
The more I'm tuned in, tapped in, turned on, the more I'm inspired. It's not only by the many changes I note in myself and those around me, but the ones I sense coming. In that clear and lucid moment, I can say I'm geeked. (Ask me again when the next wave hits).
I'm managing the change, my energy, and upping my understanding that doesn't require any external validation to tell me that what I am experiencing and feeling is real. I'm validated by my growing inner awareness, understanding and knowledge of just how much I am a part of everything.
And that's truly mind-boggling in the very best way.
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