Fifty First Month (51 Months, 1,551.968 Days, 93,118.08 Minutes and 5,587,084.8 Seconds)

July 8, 2009 when I finally met this guy. He was too tall and I didn't expected that. He was too white and I didn't expect that as well. We met at NAIA Airport and there was this awkward moment when I didn't know where my voice went, I was speechless. Some people will say they experienced the 'Love at first sight' but in my case this wasn't the first time I saw him. I see him everyday since February 14, 2009 and we chatted and have known everything that is happening between us. Though this moment is a first time seeing each other in real, I still do I had a butterflies in my tummy but not the 'Love at first sight' because I felt that the first time I lay eyes on him even just in my screen. "This lovely person went long way from home to meet me." it kept on playing in my mind. I don't wanna to ruin the moment but I did by not saying anything. He looked at me and smile like he normally do via cam, crumples my tummy more. I need to find a word to say or else he will think I am mute or something. Finally, I said "Come with me, we'll find a taxi." A taxi? a what? errrr My tongue got shorter and I said nothing else but taxi? He looked at me and say "Are you ok, Baby?" when I heard the word 'Baby' I came to my senses, Yes, He is your boyfriend stupid, I told myself. Then my confidence went up and my mouth open and words came out. "Oh yeah, sure I am totally fine. How do you find Philippines, Baby?" with a smile as I always do he hold my hand and walked beside me and kissed it.
This day is the 51st month and reminiscing that magical moment I had with you is something will never wear off. Something that isn't normally me. When I met you my world changed. God knows why, but I don't. How can two gamers be in love or does this work in reality? This was unbelievably crazy at the same time magical, so special that even now I can't find the word to describe it. From that until this moment, we had been through a lot. Ups and downs like normal relationships do. But we are in a 'Long distance Relationship' and who knows where this will take us, as I say always. Now, we are about to change that. Soon there will be no more chatting, gaming, video cam, texting, and all. We will be happy, free, in love and create a family. I never concluded this will happen, I didn't asked God but he gave me you and I love you no matter what, our hardships makes us grow, our love will make us beautiful and and our trust makes us stronger, I wish every person has this... Being in love and find peace and contentment in life.
To be exact it is 51 months, 1,551.968 days, 93,118.08 minutes and 5,587,084.8 seconds with  or without being together physically it doesn't matter for us, we both know what want and remember always that I love you, mijn schatje <3 +Jordy Thien <3 (recount it if I fail, you are better in math than me).