Hospital.

Posted on the 13 December 2013 by Gray Eyed Athena @grayeyedowl

My ED assessment on Wednesday was not what I expected.

I didn’t know my heart is straining so hard to move blood through my body, I didn’t know I am malnourished and dehydrated, I didn’t know I am compromising my cells.

Dr. Lockhart was so kind, but completely firm.  After my three hours of assessment, interview, weigh-in, vital signs, she told me that I need to admit into the partial hospitalization on the same day.

And I didn’t, but I am considering admitting sometime soon.  It’s a lifeline.  I’m just afraid I have not the strength left in me to grab it.