I don’t deserve to be loved
In anyway shape or form.
I don’t deserve to be loved
Because I can’t look at someone
And know I am the one
Who is holding them back.
I don’t deserve to be loved
Because I will get irrationally
Angry, sad, and worried and
They will try to comfort me
Even when I don’t deserve it.
I don’t deserve to be loved
Because I will push them away,
Build walls higher than before
And say things I don’t mean
Just to make them leave,
Before they can really hurt me.
I don’t deserve to be loved,
Because I don’t want to be loved.
