I Hated Waking up

A few months ago I started to hate waking up, I hated getting in my car every morning, I hated the commute and then I TRIED my hardest to smile every day. I tried to tell myself the whole 40 minutes that it took me to get into work, "It'll get better, hang in there, you like this job."
I didn't though. I really didn't. The negative feelings rolled into everything. I stopped blogging, became less enthusiastic about photography, and was really not doing a fabulous job at being a good friend or a good wife.
Jared is the person I trust most in this entire world. He's the person I am most passionate about and I listen to him when I don't want to hear what the rest of the world is telling me. Jared said, "It's time to move on. You have learned everything and it was a good experience, but you need something else."
Neither of us knew what that was, we still don't. What I know is that about a month ago, I put in my 2 weeks at my job. As of right now I am officially unemployed. I have done a few interviews and there are 2 jobs that I'm really pursuing right now.
Mentally I feel like a million bucks, sometimes I think it's best to know when you have to move on. I am usually the type of person that will put up with anything and that is NOT always a good thing. Jared once told me that I am the most loyal person he has met. I thought that was a compliment, but it isn't always. Sometimes I will be loyal to a job, just to be loyal, I stop putting my happiness first and that really messed with me.
Some people might think that I am nuts, because I quit before having another job. I agree, I feel nutty.  In a really good way. I feel like I have every opportunity in the world right now.
Here is to 2014.
CHEERS!