I tried so hard not to express how i felt when i dedicate my songs ......my songs that i wrote when you were away and were gone .....frenzied my heart , not a trace on my face of anxious my heart .
I tried so hard to read out aloud , the songs that i wrote but before i could dedicate my songs to you....i heard a whistle of fast approaching storm.....a storm that wiped away my smile that i hide behind my eyes.
An alarm that blew my heart in small flakes .....the flakes that went flying around with your smile ...the smile on your face that i saw , had an essence that i knew, was not mine.
You broke my heart,you tore me apart....you were gone to stay away, with some one in your heart....all this while i wrote all my songs for the day, when we meet again and dedicate them to you .
The strange game that life played , i froze like ice felt my body being pierced with spikes.....when i saw the shade behind you had a color that wasn't mine.
I gathered all flakes and left from there with a smile on my face.....i left no trace for you to erase the pain that i felt in frenzied my heart that was now recovering from the shock, that you are now gone .
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