I Wrote This for You !

I felt a presence. Probably yours. It was more like my own dead silence taking the shape from a puff of Insignificant yet cancer causing smoke. In the middle of the night, in the middle of nowhere, random swivel of fingers was forced to tap on the keys of keyboard, just to pour out something, that can nullify this random surge of unfathomable emotions blended with unknown fear and angst ridden thought that may lead you back to me and the path I'm on then you would know that I wrote this for you and only you.
I kept lightning cigarette and tiny spec of dust thought of yours kept me indulged and engaged and I was determined to write Something for you, which I don't even know I can do. My atom would have been arranged anywhere on this Celestial Planet but somehow it was attracted towards yours. It entered the atmosphere and experienced a prelude tantalizing from your eye, clogging the arteries, stopping the flow of blood and filling it with just you and only your thoughts. Convenience addicted that you are .
 
My carpet was littered with the rejected, unfinished cigarette butts, did time paused or have I forgotten myself. It's dawn and I'm again awake whole night just thinking about you. I collected them and opened the only window,It's raining outside perhaps the rain too is in love with you, they fall each day to just touch you, take away your pain and fury, calming you with its love or perhaps it's is me thinking much and envying even the air molecule that touches you merely. I looked at the rain while I burnt each of the orphaned cigarette butts and thought of you. You were really my silence or something more than that. 
I know you have got nothing to do whatever is written here but yet so engaging every words of mine has written traces of origin back to you. If you ever read these naught I want you to know that you are loved supremely with every fiber of someone. I keep you with me because whenever there is a feeling of  been emptied or the world seems depopulated you make me feel replenished and my entire world seems to be just around you.All I have is words for you,words to take your heart away,I wonder if i will be able to do it someday .                                                   
The smile on your lips,The Sunburst Hues of your red mellow cheeksThe sparkle of your chocolate brown eyesI wished you to be mine because when I close my eyesIt's only youwho make me feelI'm alive, I've life .
 " You fell in his hand,he created an art  But in some hassle, he gave you my heart"
P.S :- I don't smoke nor recommend any one . It was just a reference to make it more intriguing  ..