In a State of Limbo

Ok. So I have nothing much to write. Sometimes it happens that words fail you. My thought process is clouded now with a whole lot of issues. It's not that everyone writes posts only when everything is fine in their lives. It's just that at times, thinking beyond the immediate worries becomes an impossible task.
There is no way I can write about news articles or women's issues or anecdotes from my daily life. All these continue to happen in my life. It's just that it's in another realm. At least it feels that way at times.
Have you ever felt that you are living two different lives simultaneously? One that you forcefully live to keep the pretense alive. Another that you mind lives amidst all the glitter and glamour. Is that called being in a state of limbo or something? Because thats exactly what I feel now.
Life continues with or without immediate solutions to problems. It doesn't make the problem any less serious. In fact it adds in more drama into the scene. Why this dual life? Can't I just grieve and express what I feel? Is it necessary to put this brave front, when all I need to do now is cry to my hearts content as to my helplessness in this situation.
The waiting game continues. I promise I am positive most of the time. I never give in that easily to anything. But this time, I am not sure if I can be positive for a lot longer. My blog! My place to grieve! My place to fret! Sorry.......thats just me and my blog.
Till I write something positive again..... Enjoy the ice carving video. I was shocked at the amount of effort and time that goes into making something that just sits and melts away at a buffet table! The music was live on NYE 2012. It ultimately after more than an hour turns into a Swan. :)