A friend of mine told me how strange it is how one single decision can change the direction of our path in life completely. I wonder how my big decision is going to affect mine. I try to stop thinking about it, and enjoy the rest of the little time I have left in beautiful Lisbon.
The last week has been full of blaming myself and feeling guilty, but also relief. It slowly occurred to me how my life is only up to me now, a realization that I've been looking for, for a very long time.
The only thing that breaks my heart is that in a little more than two weeks, my life in Lisbon will be history. The thing that I look forward to the most is, however, are the new possible paths ahead. And I will be sure to make the most out of it.