It almost feels weird to be back staring at this blank page. I have been MIA from the blogging scene and this time I actually won't apologize for it. You see, I had gotten to the point that I was feeling like blogging was just another thing on my to do that I had to check off. And that's not how I want to feel about this blog. I started blogging to be an outlet for myself, to write for me, to document the memories that I may one day forget, and to keep anyone who wants to read up to date on my life. Blogging was never meant to be a chore, and I let it become that. And I exhausted myself. I think our bodies have a way of telling us to SLOW down and I had one of those moments about a week ago. Brian and I had been on the go for what felt like weeks. He and I are very much homebodies and don't like to always be somewhere. In fact, I've come to really love my recliner at home. Now, had you asked me this ten years ago, I would have laughed (a lot!) at you for thinking I wanted to be at home. Now, it's the place I want to be most. So, Brian and I had been dealing with a full schedule and I felt my body just desperately seeking more sleep, but I never had the time for the sleep. So, my body shut down.
It almost feels weird to be back staring at this blank page. I have been MIA from the blogging scene and this time I actually won't apologize for it. You see, I had gotten to the point that I was feeling like blogging was just another thing on my to do that I had to check off. And that's not how I want to feel about this blog. I started blogging to be an outlet for myself, to write for me, to document the memories that I may one day forget, and to keep anyone who wants to read up to date on my life. Blogging was never meant to be a chore, and I let it become that. And I exhausted myself. I think our bodies have a way of telling us to SLOW down and I had one of those moments about a week ago. Brian and I had been on the go for what felt like weeks. He and I are very much homebodies and don't like to always be somewhere. In fact, I've come to really love my recliner at home. Now, had you asked me this ten years ago, I would have laughed (a lot!) at you for thinking I wanted to be at home. Now, it's the place I want to be most. So, Brian and I had been dealing with a full schedule and I felt my body just desperately seeking more sleep, but I never had the time for the sleep. So, my body shut down.