For the last 6 months, I've been having a lot of "just breathe" moments. I won't lie, they aren't easy. They make me super anxious. And they honestly throw off my plans. But I'm learning to live with them and just go the way the wind takes me. From plans being changed, to positions no longer being available, to people throwing curve balls...you name it and it has been a part of the last six months of my life. At moments, I have honestly wanted to curl up in a ball at my parents' house and never leave my childhood room. But life doesn't stop just because you want it to. It just keeps going on around you and that's just the way the world works. Just because you want to be "out of commission" you're expected to haul yourself back up and move on with it.
This has been a huge learning time, full of great moments with my friends, learning experiences with school, and a time to grow in my faith. I've learned that trusting in God's plan has brought me through some really rough patches. I don't always understand it and though I still don't understand it now, I will one day. I have to trust in that.There are some amazing things down the road that I can only dream of. But one day, I will look back on each of these moments and see the good that came from them.
xoBCC
