My Life

Posted on the 28 April 2013 by Aritrasen


 Rainbows I see, Colours I hear,But deep underneathI wail in fear.Humiliated ,harassed-Withered and wet.The struggles I facedHave frozen my breath.Speak i do, with a heavy heart;The faces behind the masks haunts me far.
Vexed I am of late with fears,Of dreams crumbling,Of unseen tears.Friends I have ,but are they friends?Questions my heart as it sulks instead.Selfish walls,Undaunted pride,Angels are demons,Narcissists' in sight.Beaten blue,Breaking and broke,I scream beneath,Sinking fine.
Utopian world-thou have kept me alive;-Oxygen for my soulWhen it fights to survive.Questioning the rules ,I get killed-By mundane logic and geriatric dreams.
Depressed am I;Exhausted too;Sanity screaming for satiety,Gets answered with plight!!
Although the folk have turned their backs,Shattered pieces lay intact.Gluing them together, I have resumed my fight-Hoping Newton's Third law won't fail this time.
Hitting back hard is all I think,To the walls and people who made me steel.Win I must for I deserve quite a few,With my new brother "Vendetta" as it guides me still!!
Winning battles, slashing pain;Uncorked dreams, dancing in pain!Show them i must,For Their beauty is divine, As glorious fightscompensate my cries.