I NEED to study. I NEED to write. I NEED to work out. I NEED to do things I like. I NEED to get organized. I NEED to have a social life. I NEED to work out my ambitions. I NEED. I NEED, I NEED, I NEED. Why can't I ever DO?
I always tell myself, "Tomorrow I'm gonna start fresh. Tomorrow's a new day, and I'll start doing the things I want to do and the things I need to do. I'll be organized, punctual, happy. Life will be good from then on."
*Said yesterday.
**And the day before.
***And the day before that.
****And the day that came before that.
It's infinite.
Moral of the story? Life doesn't work that way.
You know how life works?
You have to work it out gradually, get into habit of things, which could take weeks. Developing habits is one of those damn things that if you don't make solid, they won't stick, meaning you'll go back to whatever bad habit you were doing before.
Fun isn't it?
You need motivation to get things done. You need to believe whatever you're doing has a benefit and a goal you need to reach. That pot of gold at the end of the rainbow (which by the way, DOES NOT EXIST). It's all very annoying. What if I have no motivation?
Sometimes life is weird that way. Whatever, I'll start fresh tomorrow. Or not. Er...