I am still trying to recover from the concert trip…
I came home with a cold.
Today, I kinda feel like a piece of crap.
So this is going to be a small and probably whiny post.
I was going to come home tonight after work and do some pickling of green tomatoes, but I vacuumed instead, and that just blew out of control…I ended up in the garage, somehow, and then got sidetracked by flattening all the boxes I had for moving. Since I am not moving anymore I decided it was time to make it look like home, so goodbye boxes! Back to the garden centre they go.
I also have giddy moments that seem fairly random to me when I am doing something in my house.
I can put stuff anywhere I want it. I don’t have to worry about people coming here and looking at the house. That is pretty freeing after a year of worrying about every little thing being in its place.
It is draining, exhausting even, to have to worry if there is dirt on the floor or smudges all over the mirror in the bathroom, or if my bra is hanging somewhere fairly inappropriate.
For a year…
No wonder I am tired.
I think I am in a healing stage right this second. Where my body is saying to slow down. Regroup and get my head around staying here, and what that entails…I have to say that right now, most of the feelings I am having are positive. I am just as excited about staying here as I was about moving. It is still a new adventure, without the cost hahaha…well not as MUCH cost and the upheaval!!!!
So I am outta here, I am going to snuggle in my nice warm bed, in my big empty house…it’s Friday night and both my kids are out…with a big mug of Neo Citron, and my kitty cat…
I am kinda glad it’s Fall…
Change of the seasons, I have nine days left of work, and then once again a whole new adventure will begin…
Life is good…
Night all xoxox
