Solitude

Dear Potential New Friends,
Sorry - forget it. Don't make friends with me. I don't like this friendship thing. It only leads to trouble. And if not trouble, sadness. Because you always leave.
I'd actually rather just sit here in the eternal darkness by myself than meet you again, and fall in love with you again, because there is peace in this darkness.
So don't meet me. Don't see me. Don't befriend me and don't love me.
Just leave me in peace.
But know that I love you.