Space

I'm not great with space. I'm not great with unplanned time. I know I need it, but I struggle with it.
I'm a planner. I'm an organizer. So I plan and organize my days. With little space left to breathe. Sure I take time off, but it's planned time off.
I'm working at less planning, more options (working at working less). At a little more time to sit and just be, if I want to take it. At relaxation time that heals me rather than harms me (a nap vs. watching tv). I want to determine in the moment what I want and need.
I'm letting go of the need to be someone specific or get somewhere specific. I'm letting go of the need to be anyone other than me and just enjoying each moment as it comes.