Firstly let me make something clear, I am strongly apposed to sexual activity between a minor, and a non-minor. I would never hook up with someone under 16, I just find that to be kinda gross. And before you trolls go crazy with your shit I'm 18, me being with a 16 year old is completely legal where I live.
I don't know why, I'm not big on obeying the law, not the little things at least; speeding, underage drinking, you know, the things where nobody gets hurt, I don't see a problem with those. But it's a moral thing I guess, having a relationship that is viewed as illegal or wrong just doesn't sit well with me.
But you can't turn off the attraction, it just doesn't work like that. The 15s and 14s, still very attractive and I find it hard tell age, below that it stops, I'm not creeping on 12s, I'm not disgusting. I've started wheeling a couple LGs and it always makes me feel gross when I learn their age. I don't like that I'm attracted to them, it makes me feel like a perv.
And one other thing that I should make clear because for some reason every girl who reads this thinks I'm totally weird. This is NOT abnormal, I can guarantee that way more than half the guys my age feel the exact same about most, if not all of the things I say on here. Guys are sexual, that is no secret, next time you are see a guy you know that isn't related to you or something, I can tell you as a guy, he has most definitely thought of you while masturbating. That is not weird, online I have found actual WEIRD stuff, incest is surprisingly common... I almost throw up at the idea, but it does happen, there are gross fetishes that normal people are into, you would be surprised.
The message I'm trying to get across in this post is for all of the people, mainly girls who have been saying I'm weird and gross. Yeah, maybe I am, but it's not because of the contents of my thoughts, it's because I tell you about them, lots of guys agree with this.
Nick McDonald