You know that nightmare college students have about sleeping through a final exam? I figured out the parenting version of it today.
The girls, Oreo and I walked to their new school. We walked around the back and talked about how I'd leave them on the playground in the morning and meet them in a specific spot after school. I'll have Oreo, so I don't want to wander into the crowd. I'll stand a little to the side. Given the brunette twin's fear that we're going to leave her somewhere, I wanted to make sure she knew the system and was comfortable.
We were walking back when I saw one of their friends all dressed up for the first day of school with her backpack and a bunch of flowers for her new teacher. My first thought was "Why is she going to school? Do they really have school today? How did I screw up the first day of school? AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!" My second thought was "Okay, they cannot have school today because there isn't a crossing guard at the corner. It's only Tuesday and they start school on Wednesday. I don't see any other kids, so it cannot be the first day of school. Breath. Relax. It's not the first day of school. Breath. Relax. It's okay. Breath. Relax."
Even though I knew it wasn't the first day of school, I felt a momentary panic. The adrenaline rush stayed until we arrived home and I checked the calender. I was certain, but I needed that black-n-white confirmation.