I really enjoyed the part about how we affect our children with our thoughts. Of course I am always looking for ways to become more spiritually aware so that I can empower my child with knowledge of how life works for him so he can ultimately create and shape an even more amazing world and just continue on that cycle. Also weird, I'm learning about the cell cycle in my anatomy and physiology class and how cells just replicate over and over and over until they cease to be. That is exactly what we as humans do on what our earth does and what our star system does. Anyway, I'm going off on a tangent here. What the movie spoke about was how we create these images of what we DON'T want our kids to do (talk back was their example) and by expressing this to them they have no choice but to visualize themselves doing that exact thing we don't want them to do! It really blew my mind when I first heard it. Of course they have no choice but to act out on what you said you didn't want them to do... they don't know what the other option looks like! Really insightful stuff :]
I have been feeling really run down lately. I have had a terrible toothache for the past few months which just resulted in me getting a root canal. I was terrified because my family, who often operates out of fear although I am not sure if they are aware of this, were filling me up with horrible images of pain and getting my teeth pulled after going through torture etc but the root canal was a totally smooth process and now that the tooth is gone I feel great. The nerve basically went haywire because I didn't properly take care of my teeth and it was just causing me so much pain and distraction. I was even taking Vicodin for a few weeks and let me tell you THOSE OPIATES MESS YOU UP. They don't seem so terrible because they provide such a euphoric feeling in addition to relieving you of your pain but they take a huge toll on your body. My mind was really hazy and my body was out of whack but the worst part is that I almost didn't care because it was a pleasant fog to be in. Ultimately I am glad they are getting out of my system even though the process is a little uncomfortable, what detox isn't. I also just smudged myself and my area because I felt a negative presence looming. I usually do this most evenings when I interact with a lot of outside, unfamiliar stimuli because I am very emotionally sensitive and receptive and I seem to take with me a lot of the energy and vibes that I experience. A lot of people aren't like this and can just interact with people and things and detach easily but my emotions really get swept away.
I have to be honest with myself here and say that I put the health and wellness of my body on the back burner for awhile. I have been working very hard to correct my thoughts and my mind because I cannot expect my body to follow the instructions of a mind that doesn't understand what it wants! It is very easy to give up on something that is difficult but I am incredibly determined to get myself into shape. It's totally a work in progress right now but I've come such a long way already and I will wear a bikini again, damnit! Anyways I now rambled off but that's because I haven't written in awhile and I had all of these silly thoughts in my head!
ALSO WOW WOW WOW I have been noticing so much synchronicity lately, it's CRAZY! I love it though. I took a picture of something and the time happened to be 7:43 and I had 43% battery left... well 4+3 = 7 so thats 777. LUCKY 7s?? Also I came across a beautiful story about a boy who gave his friend the Heimlich maneuver at school and it had 666 likes (i was 667). Another Facebook page: 222 likes. Today's date? 666. That is incredibly exciting!
