Bleeding Gratitude

Originally written 11/8/2014

My heart is crying. I am thankful to be so connected to others that I am able to suffer the scratchy pain of severment when separated. I am bruised. I am grateful for the forgiving nature of my lifesource, and how it finds a way to speak silently of the wounds I caused, and how it heals me anyway. I am skin-burnt and ever-so-thankful for the sun and the gift of small freedom which allows me to see her. I am thankful for the infinity of freedom, no matter how small the drop. I am changed-an entirely different person today than I was yesterday. I am thankful for the serenity, and confidence, in the truth I will be loved the same. I am grateful for the possibility of unconditional love, and the hearts who give it to me in abundance, and the knowledge that all such love is rooted in the same powerful source. I see love everywhere. I am grateful for the benefit of vision. I hear out connection. I am grateful for the skill of listening. I ache today and I am thankful to know-with unconditional certainty-tomorrow-some tomorrow-I will not. I am thankful for my trust in your empathy of such invisible bruises. I am grateful for your love-it shines like the sun, forgives like my life source, and heals all things with time. My heart aches today and it is changed but still-still-it beats with gratitude for you. Unconditionally.