"For each time I beat myself up for things I haven't done, I end up feeling less and less. I wonder if I become completely numb one day". That's what I wrote in my notebook today. I felt so bad, yet I so badly wanted to turn it around. Do you know the feeling of being so completely lost in your emotions? I was there today.
Luckily I have a wonderful guy, the one person who can help me turn things around completely when I have my darkest moments. He drags me out of our tiny apartment out to the warm summer breeze for city adventures by bike.
Sometimes I don't see how lucky I am.
