A few days ago I went outside.This was a big deal to me because it's not something I do a lot of; going out.I am mostly housebound with M.E. Before I knew I had M.E. I used to tell myself "just get on with it, pull yourself together, everyone else manages more than you."But it's just not like that.I wish it were that easy.I have told myself these things and it hasn't worked for 25 years so far.
On my walk (littered with many stops for seats and catching my breath) I spotted these flowers. The same flowers that sprout up every spring and hold on until mid-autumn when they eventually wither and die. I haven't always been a fan of flowers but this time they just seemed so beautiful - it was as though last week there was snow on the ground and now these absolutely gorgeous flowers.How can this be a coincidence?This beauty.I understand pollination. But that makes it all the more incredible.Of course I am well aware that these flowers in question are planted by the council in order to 'pretty up' the park, but flowers, themselves - they are amazing!
Or am I thinking too deeply yet again?(I used to cry in my teens thinking about technology we had and how other countries didn't have it.)What do you think?God's creation? Or a random series of events of evolution that lead to beauty?
