Since early December I've been suffering with a strange and slightly rare (although not unheard of) health condition that I don't really know much about. I'm waiting it all out, on medication that has proved effective for the most part, and the good news is that there is an end in sight...it's just no one is sure when that will be, only that it will end - with no clarity on when that might be. Once I know more I will probably write more about it but until then I'd rather keep it private other than to say, "I'm sick!" and give this as my reason for the slacking on everything in my life.
Until I can get into more detail I'd like to tell you that having kid/s and being sick is hard, hard work - especially if you're at the point of letting them fend for themselves a lot of the time and having family around to plug the gaps of your negligence. I thought that having M.E and a child was hard. Well I knew nothing. This has been one huge learning experience filled with mostly hard times, letting go and accepting help from everyone and everywhere.