Paranoia

Red, white, blue and
The colors of the new;
New year lay ahead,
Don't know I'm headed where!
Come morn ill do what
This morn brought,
Morrow is not a bit
Different than this shit
That I'm doin' today -
Eat, sleep, pray;
Pray for a better tomorrow
Is it courage that i need to borrow,
Or is it faith? patience?
Strength? conscience?
Do I need to pray?
Or do I need to be away..
From all this shit
Everyday I get
Calmer but for what?
I ain't no boiling pot!
Stronger but why?
I ain't gonna cry!
Paranoid!! And hey!
That's why I need to get away...