Loitering in darkness, screams and pains,
Can't take more,
Cause it pierces me again.
Wails and laughter fused together,
Nostalgia of friendship glues me together.
I seek for release among the masquerades i wear.
''Where are you?'' asks my soul in fear.
Ego and envy have torn the psyche,
Candles turning dim,my heart echoes alright.
Sadness looms in crevices and flowers,
I hope for once that flowers make my life sober.
Believe,faith,hope-my three brothers in line,
Makes me live as i grieve in delight!