Dear fellows, today I'm going to take the time to host not only a pity party for myself, but share with you a few words that have been some encouragement to me. I'm doing this because I don't ever want you to lose sight of the fact that I am a person, not just a brilliantly intellectual mind that only shares he final drafts of her thoughts with you-there's lots of scribbles.
Right now, as often in some point of my day I reach my melancholy point, where I start hoping for invisible signs from an invisible person, one of whom I used to share a great deal in common with and my passwords are old song quote they introduced me to, and I still browse their web page for new writings, hoping they're thinking of me to.
But these are just wishes.
I also had a great day, I visited a counselor for the first time-and things are staring to feel as though they will get better, but then-hindsight is twenty-twenty, right?
I'll be doing my weekly Vlog tomorrow and hopefully out at the ranch I do so love and appreciate-I'm very excited,
Right now my hands are super cold, the air just keeps getting deeper and deeper with chills.
I'm a little concerned for my middle sister, A-, she's having a lot of troubles getting to sleep because some girl's mother told the story of Annabelle" (that new creepy doll movie) and it's been quite a few times now she's cried before getting to sleep, these kinds of things worry me-you know?
I'm excited, I got my bank statement for the month in the mail today! It's mail for me, about me! it's fabulous!
I'm getting back into coffee, and it's great.
I got really sick the other day from a slice of cheese-that worried me too.
We've tarted our dance already in my ballet class, and I couldn't be more thrilled! I love it, so so much.
I hate studying, end of story.
Unfortunately, my teachers are all forcing me to study, which i hate more as well-otherwise there's just too much material, like way excessive, for me to try and learn in class-uugghh.
I don't know about this whole NHS thing-it seems really really difficult, and that worries me quite a bit.
Have a great night, and happy Friday everyone :)
It is 10:15pm October ninth, a Thursday of the two thousand and fourteenth year.
ciao,
LizB
DFTBA and Godbless
