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A Dream To Remember

Posted on the 03 November 2011 by Onefouronezero @onefouronezero
It was the saddest dream I ever dream on the night of November 1 until the morning of November 2. For the Christian, November 1 was the All Saints' Day and the next day (November 2) was the All Souls' Day. Very sad but there is something behind that dream. Time to cut the chase and get to the story.
I dream that I was with one of my friend whom I care for so much and vice versa. In real life, she's a really strong, humble and holy person in heart. So, in my dream, one day she called me up and said if I'd like to hangout with her the whole day from 8am to 6pm. I agreed to her call. I took her to wherever she wanted to go and I paid everything for her.
We had dim sum breakfast together at Soon Lee Pandan 7. It was the first time that we hangout together like that. After that, she wanted to watch a movie at the cinema, so I brought her to the Pusat Insani at Seria and she picked the movie to watch. After watching it for 2 hours, she wanted to go bowling so we moved on to the other side. We bowled for 2-3 hours, laughing and giggling together.
Then it was lunch. I took her to Fratini for some Italian dish. She told me she never get to eat here and I said to her that she's one lucky girl. After that, she wanted to spend the remaining hours at the beach. Though it was long, I didn't mind because I wanted her to enjoy.
I drove down the beach and I asked if she wanted to drive. She said yes, so I let her take the driver seat. She really did well in her driving and I told her she can surely get her license really soon. After 10 minutes of driving, she stopped the car. She asked me to come with her and sit at a very warm cooling spot under a tree. I did as she wanted. And we had a conversation, and here is where everything is going to end. Read the conversation below.
Her - Edwin, I think it's time I tell you something which you might should have known a few months back.
Me - Really? Haha! Well, what is it? *heart pumping fast*
Her - Hmm......Do you love me? Answer me honestly because sometimes I see you have an on/off feeling.
Me - Yes, I do love you very much! I've wanted to tell you so much that I was afraid of losing you.
Her - Mhmm.........
Me - And I just hope that on this day, we could be officially together. It would be one of the greatest day and event of our life!
Her - Edwin, this is what I need to tell you. You have been with my spirit throughout the day, Edwin. But, I asked God if I could just stay for just one more day with you and that is today. God agreed, and He wanted to see the happiness in you! I, too, would like to see that, and I already have. It's almost time for me to go back to where I should be, Paradise! Goodbye Edwin! I love you and I will always be watching, guiding and protecting you from the other side of the world.
Me - *watching her walk away with tears rolling down my face* Goodbye! I love you! *wave at her*
Her - *walking away and as she heard me said those words, she turned around. She smiled, waved back at me, and slowly fade away as the sun shine more brightly than ever for her to enter Paradise*
As that happened, I instantly woke up and checked my phone's clock and it was 5.05am! It was close to them time I dream except it was in the evening in my dream and here it's in the morning. I then cried on my bed and prayed to God. I asked Him why did I have that dream. What was He trying to tell me. And for that, I asked Him to forgive all my sins that I have done to everyone in the past. I also prayed 10 Our Father, 10 Hail Mary, 10 Glory Be and 1 Hail Holy Queen.
It was truly a sad dream, to dream about a friend you care and love so much for that he/she had to go to be with the Lord. Once again, to recall and write my dream into the blog, I couldn't help myself but to cry again, especially on the conversation part. I didn't want to write down that conversation but in the end, I would like my readers to read, imagine and feel what I felt in my dream.

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