I didn’t take the Seroquel last night. I just couldn’t. Not after I read through all of the side effects and saw “weight gain” emphasized repeatedly on the packaging. But then I didn’t sleep at all last night. It’s getting worse.
Still got in the car this morning and drove myself to work even in the midst of this snow storm. I’m in a daze. I expected to crash, slithering in suspended motion through the sludge of fresh snow and mud.
Desperate does not begin to describe how I feel. WHY CAN’T I SLEEP? WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?
Tonight… tonight I will find the courage to take the Seroquel.
