Eat, Pray, Love..... Minus the "Pray" Part

My life is a tale, told by a genius, full of love and bull shit, signifying everything.I'm a very emotional, loving person. I'm not afraid to say that, I'm not afraid that that might emasculate me. I'm more of a man than most men I know. I just don't understand why that is. Why isn't everyone just open and free, it would make my life a fuck of a lot easier, and I'm pretty sure it would make everyones life just..... better.There is no reason to lie, like, ever. But that only works if no body else lies. People are so closed off from the world and that pisses me off, why the fuck are you all so afraid to let your true self out?!?! Lying doesn't make anything easier. Maybe if you were say... being kidnapped or something, but other than that I have on reason for it. I just love, everyone loves, everyone has at least one person who they look at and just think "Wow, that is a great person, I would really like to get to know her/him better." but  the percentage of people who act on that pisses me off, it is so much fun, and so exciting to get to know someone on a deep level, it is one of the most amazing, thrilling, and emotionally enlightening things I have ever done. Scratch that, it IS the best thing I have ever done, I wouldn't trade these experiences for the world.Things get fucked up and stupid for me all of the time though, not because I do this, but because other people don't understand this. Fucking rumors are ridiculous and crazy in a small town!! Yeah I guess the fact that I write about the stuff the rumors are about, and I suppose I do start the rumors myself, but why do people have to just talk about me like I'm so weird, why not talk to me about it?? I love to talk to people, Facebook me, Twitter me, I'll talk to you if you are so curious about my personal life, I'd love to, it's my favorite topic, it's my life. There is no reason to talk about it behind my back, hell most of the people talking about me don't even know me, I'd love to get to know you, getting to know people is my favorite thing to do.Nick McDonald