Hello Again

I feel like a douche always starting these things off apologizing for not writing more, maybe one of these days I'll actually start writing regularly again. I'm trying but fuuuckk its hard!!
So I don't know what this post is about or why I'm writing it, I have nothing that I'm dying to get out to the world. So sorry if my writing is all over the place and has no good content.
So anyways uhmmm.... School is going pretty good, life's going alright, can't complain.... But of course I'm going to complain, you know that, I know that, thats what my blog is about; Its just me ranting about my problems in a hope that writing may make my life better. Which actually it does some times. So with no further adieu the problem haunting my life nowadays is that I'm bored, my life is lacking excitement. I want to have a life where I don't know what is going to happen then next day, or at least have a life that I look forward to, to have days that I can't wait to start instead of mornings where I beg god to take me back to the land of dreams.
Speaking of the land of dreams.... It's late, I want to go to there. I will finish and/or post this in the morning depending on how lazy and/or tired I am.
Bye, bye maybe :)
uhg, fuck mornings.... happy thanksgiving!!
Nick McDonald