9:05pm
Dear Diary,
A breakup is one of the worst things. I thought I was over my ex… and then something happens or you see something and then bam, you’re day is ruined. Some days I seem to be taking steps backwards in getting over my ex.
I was just walking to church tonight, and as I was walking out of my Halls of Residence I saw my ex’s window. She had these random paper post-its all over her window. Before, she used to have writing on it, and she had writing on it for over 5 months. Why the sudden change? When did she change them? What are those paper things? Did the male friend (that I accused of having something with you) prompt you to do it? What was he doing in her room? Is there really something between you two? How can you get over me and then move onto my friend so quickly?
I could not believe it, all these thoughts went through my mind. Why can’t I just not care and why can’t she get out of my mind! I seriously hate it. When I dream of her, the morning is horrible for me, I feel more depressed than anything. I hardly dream of her now, but on many days, I wish I hadn’t met my ex. I’d think how happy I’d be now if I hadn’t met her.
Other than that, nothing much happened today. It was daylight Savings this morning at 2am and so we have to put our clocks forward 1 hour.
Yours, -Harper
