This is what she wrote back:
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Hi.
Thankyou for apologising and I guess explaining your actions.
It took you long enough.
What went on should of not of happened
But, its in the past and there is no point dwelling in it as that is just a waste of time and energy.
I don’t think there is any point with us being friends. We can be friendly and maybe have small talk, but I wouldn’t say we were friends.
There is no Point.
[ex]
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But I didn’t apologise… I merely stated the truth. I don’t know how she took that as an apology, but at least I know she doesn’t hate me anymore.
For some reason when I received this, I didn’t want to read it. Half of me wanted to read it, but the other half of me wanted to burn it. This wasn’t the reply I was expecting. I was expecting her to say she didn’t want to be friends with me, not ‘there is no point’. I don’t know what to make of this. Should I add her on Facebook again? Like any other person I am quite scared of rejection, so I’d be really hurt if she didn’t accept.
Truthfully, I’d be lying if I said she means nothing to me now. She was my first girlfriend so she’ll always be someone special and she’ll always be remembered differently to all my future girlfriends. But if she asked me to get back together, I’d say no. Purely due to the fact that she only went out with me because she only wanted to know what having a boyfriend was like.
I’m so confused right now about this. I wish I hadn’t sent her the letter.
-Harper
