9:52pm
Dear Diary,
I’m not going to lie, seeing my ex with someone else is the hardest thing in the world. I don’t know why, I thought I was over her but the pain is still there.
Only one more month to go of staying here in this Residential Hall and then I can go home and never see her ever again. I hate having to see her, all it does is bring me pain.
Tonight, we had a formal dinner – the last one for the year. Well consequently, I saw my ex and her new boyfriend there. That was just crap. I couldn’t not see them, every time I looked up I can see them in the side of my vision. That was so painful to see. We’d only broken up for 10 weeks, you know? And she’s already moved on with my friend. I had to stay at the dinner for 3 hours – 3 hours of watching them. I did try to look down and stuff but my night was already ruined by seeing her with him.
And that’s it. That’s what my life has become – obsessing over my ex girlfriend. I try not to but it’s not as simple as that. I can’t wait until next year. New friends, new view, new place to live.
Yours, -Harper
