He says he cares for me,
But then goes ahead,
And does just the opposite.
For days now,
He doesn't pick up my call,
And then on a blue moon, he calls.
And I have come to the point,
Where I can't decide,
Whether I matter to him or not.
I knew this person once,
Who couldn't do without,
Talking to me.
But he has never lied,
And I know he isn't cheating,
So I wonder, am I over thinking?
That maybe he is really busy,
Like he says,
And that he still cares.
There is a part of me,
That still wants to believe,
And another part that says, I must leave.
Till I decide, he has some leverage,
Maybe because a part of me,
Still believes in us.
~ A Poem By Fizz, © 2014