I was born in a typical middle class family,and i was raised with the basic moral values of my hindu religion.I learnt to worship GOD and was living with the mythical stories.It was until i gained puberty,then i saw the world with a new vision which kept on changing everyday.
I saw the people fighting on the basis of caste,religion,money,and almost for everything.I saw the hatred in them,i found people urged to play upon others.I did get some loved ones too,but they never seemed to be happy.whereas the evil i met tended to be happier than us.It was that time i doubt GOD.I used to ask him why are we living like this way?why can`t we all be living in peace..I got some of my answers from the highest degree minds(i still respect them). Maybe it was god`s way of balancing the world,maybe this was our destiny.
later reaching towards my adolescence,i came through this subject in my school called “SCIENCE”. At first i was just not bothered for it,because i just thought it as an extra burden for marks.
later i went for my b.tech degree,an extreme study of science but yet i was`nt aware of it`s importance.time went on,and i faced life like never before.i had so many questions for god but no one to answer them..those were the days i turned out my mind to something else(SCIENCE) to distract my mind from the chaos taking place in my religious mind.then i felt an air of peace and amazing divinity when i was lost in those theories of science,thinking upon it`s basic ideas to it`s extremities..
the best thing about it,it is based upon truth,i don`t have to lie to it,as i did to god.whatever i get from it is purely truth.
now i spent my time more in thinking about new ideas regarding science and it`s new ways of applications.now i turned my thought process in new aspects of science,i keep myself busy by searching the internet for new trends,innovations,and all the information i can get from it.and it feels amazing to know the power of science.
now my mind does`nt have to worry about love,destiny,society,people or the goals of life.
now,my life has new meanings,new words and obviously a new era of peace in my mind.
i can now dedicate my life to one certain thing,i.e. SCIENCE…
and what about the questions i had for god?what about my thoughts about the existence of some super power? lets see,if i can get those answers or will it be derived by my own science of understanding and nirvana of mind.
