I Am Tired!!!!!

I am tired,
I am tired of being alone,
And calling your name,
I am tired of weeping out,
And feeling insane,
I am tired of running thoughts,
Having your memories and you,
I am tired of getting hurt,
And still finding in my heart you,
I am tired when I am unable to sleep,
Wishing to hear from you all night,
I am tired of waking up in the morning,
Hitting the fact you are not in my sight,
I am tired of every day,
Knowing they are slipping away,
I am losing my youth, my energy,
But finding you always in my pray,
I am tired of await not seems to end,
And the heartache tearing me apart,
I am tired of dreaming you to be mine,
To give you all of my soul and heart,
I am tired of life without you,
I am tired of breath I take,
I am tired of my failure to see you,
Inspite of all efforts I make,
But inspite of all my tiredness,
I still have hope inside too,
I am tired of searching the reasons,
Why I am not tired of loving you!!!
~ A Poem By Farhat Shafique
 (Our Guest Poet of the Day)
Copyright 2013 Farhat Shafique